Saturday, October 30, 2010
Moon.
@7:22 PM
Abandon all fear.
Abandon all despair.
This loneliness will still be there.
-thou art not free from vices
Monday, October 25, 2010
sKape.
@1:17 AM
Saw this new arcade machine at scape's xzone. Damn its really drums and guitarfreak re-invented. Ima go explore it when im free. Pretty expensive too since its new. Great day out with the gang, short and sweet. Ate at madjack at POMO and saw this hugeass crowd of indians walking towards god knows where. I think its some kindaf festival but whoa when i say hugeass, its really hugeass. Crap tmr's the first day of attachment, kinda used to being a free man but now its gonna be routine. Hope theres nice people and a great view inside the company. Oh yeah i just cut my hair, it doesnt look cut, but it is cut. Feel like going town again next weekend. =) Lovely crowd minus all those that are irritating.
-thou art not free from vices
Friday, October 22, 2010
Hearts ♥
@12:08 AM
Had dimsum buffet with the guys at yumcha yesterday. Food and talk was great. Played this game called arcana hearts 3 and im kinda addicted to it. What a cute babe. Sounds like im turning into an otaku? Haha, no way i will though. Went to meet the other bunch at night. Funny as always, with lotsa happenings.
Embraced in the shadows,
i feel your heart calling mine.
-thou art not free from vices
Monday, October 18, 2010
Forsaken lost.
@4:11 PM
Fight against it.
If you're regretting, walk forward.
Forsake the future, sacrifice your dreams.
Stained with deep despair.
Elude the past, fight the reality.
and never relinquish your nobility.
-thou art not free from vices
Chocolate kisses.
@12:17 AM
Been working the pass few days at some wedding fair. Loads of couple. Haha thats great, i feel like cupid somehow. Looking at all kinds of couples coming in and out. This world really is huge. Really interesting. Great experience and i got to talk to many different people. Tiring though, but despite that somehow u could say its fun in a way. Maybe because my social life wasnt that big to start with. Well theres one more week to go before attachment starts. I should make full use of this. In the past ive wasted a lot of my time in pointless waiting, now is the time to catch up. Good for me, im starting to realise things i didnt know and this means everything's changing like its suppose to be. Oh yeah i may make no sense these days, but trust me it does.
-thou art not free from vices
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Nocturne.
@9:12 PM
The darkness that calms me.
The beautiful warm glow that accompanies.
The voice that guides me.
I shouldnt have tried to abandon it.
I desire once more.
-thou art not free from vices
Death.
@12:30 AM
What doesnt kill you, really does make you stronger.
I will not crumble and die here,
never.
-thou art not free from vices
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Silence,
@3:13 AM
Its alright.
Look into my eyes.
Dont be afraid anymore.
Close your eyes.
-thou art not free from vices
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Dawn of Tragedy
@3:33 PM
The light disappears
Now i feel the end
Seeing the black crow is calling the night
The serious fact kills my heart every time
I'm a prisoner of my lonely heart
I feel down cause i found no way out
Even if you kill me, my pain never ends
Day after day, i'll run away from my sin
I'm in the gloom
No one knows this fate
I feel the wind take every hope
The sin that i bid doesn't disappear
I must accept immediate reality
Cause i have no time to pray anymore
I'll go insane
I've lost my way
I feel down cause i found no way out
Even if you kill me, my pain never ends
Day after day, i'll run away from my sin
I'm in the gloom
No one knows this fate
I feel the wind take every hope
Light goes away
I wait for the dawn
Day after day, i hear the voice of the dark
I am dancing the tragic waltz
I feel the wind take every hope
I'm a prisoner of my lonely heart
I feel down cause i found no way out
Even if you kill me, my pain never ends
Day after day, i'll run away from my sin
I'm in the gloom
No one knows this fate
I feel the wind take every hope
Light goes away
I wait for the dawn
Day after day, i hear the voice of the dark
I am dancing the tragic waltz
I feel the wind take every hope
-thou art not free from vices
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Cant get it outta my head.
@2:07 AM
Sentosa on thursday was pretty good. Despite the weather was building up we decided to go ahead with the plans. Ate lunch at habourfront while waiting for the skies to clear up. The guys were bung as usual, we were just missing shannon. Walked from one beach to another, played with soccerball and looked around. Nothing much as it was a weekday, nevertheless still relaxing and we were all feeling good as well soaked up the breeze. Went to a bookstore at vivo cos i wanted to look at some japanese language book. Too bad i didnt see any that were quite useful. Oh well, will think of some other plans.
Lunch today at ritz carlton was great. The dishes were up to standard and service was well, expected. Took a little walk over to mbs after that. Took a couple of pictures along the way as aunt has her new camera with her. Its quite good actually, performed better than i thought it would. Will try to upload the pictures soon. Its late now and im feeling lazy.
You know i still cant resist thinking about it. But i guess your life is way too different and your wants. Still i wanna say im glad that things didnt turn out bad. Life normally dont go the way you want but if things got to change, i'll just make the best out of it. Oh i just received the company for my attachment. Not bad at all, seems like theres potential in gaining lots of experience, hopefully. I really have to start changing, cant be lazy anymore. Well, thats easy to say. One of my biggest wish for now is to perform a song on stage for you. No hidden motives, its just what i would like to do.
-thou art not free from vices
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
crest of fate
@9:37 PM
Those words and my feelings link together.
I want to be soaked in your thoughts.
I take the long way when i actually want your heart.
Lack of logic, overflow of trick
they intertwine without being seen.
Just like the devil's heart.
-thou art not free from vices
Monday, October 4, 2010
Angel in black.
@9:47 PM
I always seem to miss out the bigger picture of things. Focusing on just the points that im looking at, its really dumb of me to be like that. I really appreciate your honesty and gentle words towards me. Although i was taken aback and disappointed in some ways, i was relieved that you felt contented in certain ways. Of course if things could turn for the better, that would be great. I never thought that someone like you would exist, or that i would even get to meet you. It doesnt make sense actually, what i think, what i do and what results i get. But somehow, everything just falls into place, everything is a piece of my memories and life. Theres no denying it, everything that has happened till now has made me a better person. You know what, you are gonna be the next big reason for the change in my life. I cant promise i'll be there when you want, but all i know is this definitely aint over yet.
-thou art not free from vices
Saturday, October 2, 2010
down the road
@1:40 AM
You are what you think you are,
what i so believed.
I'll pick the pieces along the way,
so wait for me til i get there.
-thou art not free from vices
tavischow@hotmail.com
