Chased the Night.

Friday, February 11, 2011

Hikari

@2:34 AM

wth nette

Someone said that i post emo posts everytime. Well i admit that most of it is emo but there are exceptions. Visited a some friends over the past few days and it feels good to still feel close even though we dont have the chance to meet up that often. Love the seaweed chicken that nette's mom cooked up, it was probably enough for an entire party of people. Slacked at the poolside after dinner and the girls had some emo talk. There, im not the only emo one alright plus im not even emo-ing! Haha i sound like im talking nonsense again. Probably too high after watching the Gazette's latest concert. Didnt have time cos of attachment but im now catching up with everything. I wanna go for constant jamming sessions again! :D Its time to practice.

-thou art not free from vices

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Black reaper

@2:17 AM

It wasn't easy for me to get here. It wasn't easy for me to make these choices. It wasn't easy for me to get over some things. Most of all, it isn't easy to be me. I know some things may seem wrong. But i guess i have my own reasons to justify my actions. I may not have any support, but im still going to go along with my actions anyway. I just cant seem to find any fault. I work hard for what i want, compared to some who just relied on dumb luck. Seriously it isn't fair, but then again what is. Its an eye for an eye, im just playing by the world's rules, im not even cheating yet. Yet some who are cheating are still losing, and maybe even cursing and swearing. Well you guys don't know what it is to go through all that. Well would you? Luck, one day you'll run out of it and i swear i will not get softhearted like before. Thats well over. Want something, work for it. Say that im selfish, say that im mean, say that im a bastard or whatever u can think of. In the end, im just only getting what i deserve. But push your luck and i might just take everything so you'll feel what i felt. Then maybe we'll have an understanding. I feel im being nice already.

But seriously, i know what i want and im going out for it.

I dont think thats too much to ask for. If you'd ask me, i think those people have more than they deserve. Thanks to this fuckedup world, i look like a bad guy, but fuck i don't give a shit. If im a bad guy so be it, ima rock this world out :)

-thou art not free from vices